I am not dead (not all the way at least)

so like ALOT of stuff has happened since I last wrote an entry so here you go

My Great Uncle Ross died. I kinda knew it would happen sooner or later cause he was really really really sick the last time i saw him he told me it would probably be the last time because he lives so far away but I refused  believe it instead of saying good bye i said "see you later" I kinda feel bad about it...My great Uncle Ross is seriously the best he used to tell me his fav thing in the whole world was my hugs and he thought my puppy dog pout was the cutest thing ever and would always tell me not do do that to strange men (what ever that meant im not sure?)He called a month before he died asking if I could draw him some pictures because he loved my art and wanted to surround himself in it in his last days so thats why ive been on temporary hitas because all my art was for him. I miss him so much but its ok beacuse I know that I will be seeing him again in heaven so it ok.


not so happier stuff

SCHOOL IS KILLING ME i have sooooooooooooo much of it and im stupid and it's overwhelming i have like little to no time for anything but school it seems so I'm sorry if I'm not talkitive (who are you kidding when am I ever "talkive") and if theres drawings up my sister broke my taplet pen (MEH!) so I'm saving up for a new one so thats why everything I'm drawing is now traditional colored pencils.

happier stuff 

I'm seventeen now o_o my Boyfriend Izzy-Vesperis threw me this super sweet surprise party at his house it was so sweet and unexpected i was soooooo surprised he even made the cake look like the survey corps wings it was amazing he is so talented! And all most all of lodga was there it was one of the best nights ever! I seriously have the best boyfriend ever I kid you not I love him so much! He's at collage right now and I cant wait to send him the care package I've been working for awhile now I hope he will like it ~_~ it's got a lot of surprises and yummy food! 




 i am so tired I want sleep and food